date; 20050321

+ have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry +

yes i have.it was a good march hols (: relli good. i luv the tournaments even tho i get really nervous. and on saturday -or was it friday- me, lyn, tess, su , diane, hwee, shaofang, patrick and justin went to su and hwees place jus to crash which was relli relli fun.we watched bring it on hehe which i luved. the ending is jus soo sweet hahah even though you already know theire gonna get together.ah, happy endings. (:
anyway schools started already-- sigh. cant it be the hols forever.supossed to be grounded but went out again today to cineleisure with lyn tess and steff.we took neoprints.-whee-im lking forward to friday so much.otherwise life lks pretty boring. ): my mom HAS to let me go, or i'll just die. + dies + i hope tessa and patrick are allowed to come..
*but im still here* if you were right and i was wrong why are you the one whos gone and im still here.
hmm i figured out something today.that i obviously cant write here. -i tried to wear another face- yeah..it just feels really weird.but i jus..know.and im really hopeful but its probably gonna be another letdown, again.
= i held the pieces of my soul.=
i wanna tell you now, or else its gonna be too late and you'll be taken away.
;away from me.
but..like i cant.hah you guyz have like no idea wad im talking about..no one would.i do anyway. (: so.im jus trying to like..write about it here.
haha.yur really great you know.i feel like i'll never meet anyone like you ever--and i so dont wanna blow it.yur the only one i think about ever--
` im gonna change my layout soon.



*i believe in love*
]i luv six pence none the richer and their songs[
--kiss me beneath the milky twilight lead me blah blah blah--
listening to it now.
err i need to fix my ipod earphones. + sigh juz another thing to do +
i should feel super happy so why do i feel super sad?




its cos i dont have a chance with you.

ahahaha.and no one even NOES.how ironic.




*hugz and luv*
laura

drops of jupiter;